Written when I was depressed during the day. (written before the realization, refer to previous post)
My mind is always somewhere else
My hands are in another time and place
They move as if I’m holding you
and that you’re within reach.*
I feel as if I can imagine you to life
If only I would be strong enough.
I would want to live in a world where you exist.
I would want to build a family, a life with you.
The moment I wake up
You’re the one I think about
You’re the one I want to be with
It pains me to be out of bed
’cause I can silently and solemnly be with you.
But the more conscious I am, the more I think of you.
It’s as if I really belong to your world, and not in this life.
I do not know how we’ll meet, how we’ll end up together
But I just hope, really hope
that when I dream of you I’ll never wake up and we’ll be together forever.